Spontaneous night

So last night, I invited Jojo over for dinner. I made rice, and salmon rolls filled with guacamole. So Jojo came, we ate and everything was good. Then we decided to take the bus to Höllviken. So we did, and we went to a bar called Shakespeare. We met a few gentlemen who bought us way too many shots. Then we went to Malmö and I bumped into an old, old friend and we went with him and his friend to an unground party. After that, we went to jojo's and I spent the night!

Friday

My best friend in the world, Julia, came over last night! We went directly to the store and loaded up on candy. When we came back to my place I made dinner, pasta and shrimp. Then we went for a walk, when we came back we watched idol and listened to music. Then we watched "girl in progress". Such a weird movie, don't watch it, I didn't like it at all!! Then we watched mean girls which is always amazing. She spent the night and I actually don't think that I have ever eaten that much unhealthy shit at once before. Haha, oh well, we all need those days. Julia left before I went driving and now I am in the bathtub :) peace✌️

Oh my god

Had my first driving lesson today. Oh my god I thought I was going to die but I actually did a lot better than expected! But I hope I don't have to drive around at a parking lot forever because I wanna do some of the real stuff!!

Westgate

What did they do,  this beautiful awesome mall is completely ruined. The picture broke my heart into a million pieces!

This is what it once was <3

This is it now! What happened?

Rest in eternal peace everyone who died in the scene! <3

Answers

1. daisySeptember 24, 2013 at 10:47 AM

   hello when r u going back to kenya? how do u feel now after the terro attacks? been following the news. sorry for what happened.

   Hi, I actually do not know. Sooner rather than later I hope. I feel terrible about what happened, mostly sorry for the ones who went through it and I was shocked when I first heard it. I am just happy it is all coming to an end now so I can stop worrying. Thank you!
2. 
   AnonymousSeptember 24, 2013 at 10:59 AM

   my condolences for what happened to kenya. is africa what its like on tv? it is shown to be brown and dusty.

   Thank you. I guess that everyone has their own opinion on different things. I however see Kenya at least as a beautiful country. It isn't brown, not in my eyes, it is so many colors, green, black, red and so much more. It is truly amazing. 
3. 
   AnonymousSeptember 24, 2013 at 2:49 PM

   do u hav a boyfriend? wat r som hobbies of yours

   Haha, no! I don't know. I like music and writing, guess I can call those hobbies. 
4. 
   AnonymousSeptember 24, 2013 at 2:59 PM

   What do think of miley cyrus? I hate her and everyone speaks of her! Truthfully.

   I don't see a reason to hate her. I grew up with Hannah Montana and I will always be a fan and people change, even celebrities. However, I can maybe agree on that she is trying a bit too hard and it is a shame that she wants to get rid of Hannah Montana for good. 
5. AnonymousSeptember 24, 2013 at 3:38 PM

   do u do any things that others wouldn't expect of u? Like any weird habits?

   Haha, unusual question. I would call myself pretty spontaneous so I guess that I shock a lot of people when I do things. Any weird habits? During awkward moments I randomly yell out "destination unknown" without even thinking. Haha weird enough? 
6. 
   TinklebellSeptember 24, 2013 at 4:24 PM

   Really my greatest sorrow and condolences for Kenya. How are u taking it? Can u maybe explain a little about what happened and if u think it is going to be all ok now?

   Thanks! I am fine, I'm more worried about my friends and the people over there. It was a big shock because Westgate, the mall, is a really fancy and big mall where a lot of people hang out. Al-shabaab went into attack. They have been doing this to Kenya for two years and this was really over the line and it killed too many innocent people. I however believe in Kenya and that they will stand up together and help each other, so yes, the wounds are still open, but even they will heal. 
7. 
   AnonymousSeptember 25, 2013 at 12:04 AM

   why did u cut ur hair? it was soooooo long and pretty! do u like ur hair short? i read ur old blog so i know u had sidecut, what happened to that? hiow do u feel bout not being in africa anymore but in sweden? better worse? i didnt know anything about wat had happened until i looked it up now. sorry for the terrible news. bet u are happy to not be there and experience it. are the terrorists muslim?

   Yeah, I know, I really miss it. I felt so pretty with long hair but it was really gross in the end, especially the tips and when she cut it a "normal" length, it looked weird so I just thought, screw it! Cut it all!. I loved my sidecut! but I guess even I grew out of it. Actually not being in Nairobi has been really hard because I really fell in love with the place and I will never feel that happiness here in Sweden :( but I guess I'll just have to live through it until I can leave. The hardest part for me about the terrorist attack was actually being away from Nairobi, I wish I was there now more than ever to help and show my support in a real and helpful way. Yes, I do believe that the terrorists are Muslim since Al-shabaab is a Muslim group, however, I think it is important for people to realize that not all Muslims do horrors like this and is on Al-Shabaabs side. I have a lot of Muslim friends who are so generous and kind. Al-shabaab didn't do this because they are Muslim, they did it because they are evil.
   

   

About time...

So I guess most blogs do this and I have done it before in my old blogs: question time! go ahead and write a question about me in the comments and I will try to answer as honest as possible :)

Unity!

After rain, comes sunshine

Despite what is going on in my beloved Kenya right now, I can't say that this day was all that bad. I woke up pretty early, took the bus to Malmö, had singing lessons, then went to Rita's house. It's her and bt's one year anniversary. So I helped her choose an outfit for tonight, then we ate cake and bread. I then left Rita and went to meet Julia. We spent most of the time trying on clothes at Zara before I took the bus home.

Please keep praying for a peaceful world and help our Kenyan nation as much as possible. Individuals are strong, but we are stronger together!

Scared

It is so hard right now. All of it is painful and grey. I think of Nairobi, the only place I call home, and I'm scared. Others don't understand why I would cry for it but others don't understand what it like having friends, loved ones experiencing this and hurting! It is so hard being here in Sweden when my heart is there and such a tragedy is happening! Please readers, pray with me for a better tomorrow and a peaceful world!

Saturday night live

My partying didn't stop on Friday, no, no, I went out last night as well with Jojo. First we were at her house and made drinks and had some wine, then we went to a bar, and then we went to KB and shaked our asses off. We even bumped into sofie which is an old friend from kenya that neither jojo nor i had met in ages. The night ended with a long walk back to Jojo.

In the dark

Tragedy. It's all just great tragedy. Yesterday, one of the biggest, the best malls in Nairobi, my home, was attacked by al-shabab which is a terrorist group. They have been fighting Kenya, bombing Kenya for two years now. People, kids as adults were stuck in there for hours and the amount of people wounded is uncountable and the amount of deaths keeps rising. From what I have heard so far, no one I know has been injured but I am still waiting to hear names. I'm not from Africa originally, not from anywhere really but today I have never felt more Kenyan and I have never been more proud of the people from my Kenya! I hope this is the end of it now. Leave people at peace!

Let's go Sweden, lets go!

Female football (soccer) match with my mum. Lets go Sweden!

KB

Last night I met up with Rita and we walked around Malmö talking about how awesome last summer was. Then we met up with Julia and we went to a bar, not that I had money to buy anything haha, however we ended up going to KB, the best club in Malmö. I met so many people I know so I had lots of fun. Came to Rita's at like five and I spent the night. Now on my way home and I don't even feel that tired.

Me

Me and Rita 

Me, Julia and Rita 

Rita and I!

If I had a million dollars

After having lunch with my mum, we biked around and our last stop was at Holken which is a store close to my house. I found so many pretty things that I want! Now it's just time to wait for my next check to roll by!

Jacket-??

Cardigan-600kr

Scarf-1,200kr

Kust with the madre

Oh my...

The fact that I'm in Sweden now really kicked in today when thunder woke me up and I see a storm outside my window. God, help me now!

:)

Yesterday I took the train to Lund and met up with Linnea and her mum Maria. They had been there during the day because Linnea was at the hospital to get results. I just really hope that she will recover soon and that all will be ok. Anyhow, we had lunch at this restaurant which was really good. I had a cheese burger and a sparkling water. I also bumped into Nathalie while being in Lund which was great because it is always lovely to see her :)

Woopidoo

After work, the gym and studies, I met up with Rita which was good because I haven't hung out with her in months for personal reasons but it was really good seeing her. We found a sex shop haha and we were in there for like an hour being amazed by all the different things that exist. Haha so mature... Then Julia came for a short while and we just talked about random stuff. 

Sunday

I woke up around 12 today and went up at 12.30! I got ready and then my wonderful grandparents came over. I didn't get to see them for very long because I took the bus to Malmö after that to meet up with Jojo. We walked around in stores to find jeans for Jojo and then she found gorgeous ones at Lindex. After that we went to espresso house, and had some coffee. Now I'm on the bus, on my way back home to eat dinner that smelled like heaven in the kitchen this "morning" when I woke up.  

Waffles

Jesper came over today which was good cause we haven't hung out in a while. We made waffles and played music games! Good time!

Where there is life, there is death

My parents came this morning and directly after they arrived, we drove to the church. A funeral! It was the first funeral I had ever been too and it was so sad and unbelievable. I didn't know the man who left our world way too soon, leaving two young daughters and a wife behind that well but he was a friend of my parents. Even so, I couldn't keep my tears from falling down on my cheeks. I get so sad and heart broken when I think about not just him, but his dear ones. It makes me think of the world as an unfair place. Cruel! We think we know so much and that we have our lives planned out for us, but then death happens, and suddenly not a lot makes so much sense anymore.  It actually makes me think of something that Anya said in Buffy the vampire slayer after Joyce had died.

Rest in peace, LF!