Things are looking up

I realised that like before christmas and around that time, I was such a baby complaining about everything all the time. It was because I couldn't ever sleep, I was up 48 hours straight sometimes unwillingly just because I simply couldn't sleep, I was stressed with all paperwork I had to have done for going to UNI and it was getting colder by the minute, and I don't feel comfortable in cold weather. But now I must say that things are really changing for the better. Yes, it is still cold but in 9 days from now I'll be moving to one of the hottest countries on the planet so whatever if there somedays have below 0 and some snow. I'm moving to Australia! The type of music I listen to says a lot about the mood I'm in and lately it has been a lot of upbeat, happy songs which can only mean that life is good right now. I am not exactly bored either because now that I am leaving, I have my friends calling me all the time asking to see me before I leave so I do something almost everyday now too. No more sitting alone on my couch, eating an entire Ben & Jerry's ice cream, listening to All By Myself.

Today is the first day I've felt any slightness of nervousness for my move which surprised me because I usually don't really get nervous about moving since it isn't exactly a new thing for me to do. So I wasn't expecting to get nervous but talking to Jesper about it over chat that it is so few days left before I go, I felt the butterflies in my stomach. I think it is because unlike the other times I've moved, I've pretty much paid for this myself, I'm going to start UNI for the first time ever and I am getting my own place, that I get to pick out and everything. Which is really super exciting but like I said nervous and kind off scary too. 9 days! Almost just a week left. Aaaah! I honestly can't wait.