8. The future in my mind

The future is a funny thing. It is every moment ahead of us and it is completely unwritten. One small thing can change every thing. It is scary what a mystery it is. I've been lucky with a lot of my choices, not all, but many and if I am lucky it will only get better from here on out. Who knows, today might be the day that will change my life forever? Probably not since I am not going anywhere else today but who is to say it won't be? I know more or less how I want to live my life, who I want to be.
In the next years I want to travel all over, study at a university far away from everything I know and get to know knew things. Learn new skills and discover another part of the world, and myself. Meet new people and make new friends. Create more memories. YOLO# haha but just go crazy. Try everything! Do whatever! I want to be extraordinary and just live to the fullest but in order to do that, I need to go somewhere I can do that.
Eventually I will grow up though and I will want to settle down. Have a couple of kids, get a life partner, an actual career. But when I do that I won't be stuck in an unhappy place with cold days and hard times. I want to live on an island somewhere, open a bar or a hotel, shower in a waterfall and drink the milk from an exotic coconut. Haha maybe I'm overreacting a bit but something in that style. With a house on the beach so I have a view over the ocean, a balcony I can sit and write my novels and maybe I'll still be blogging then? Haha. A place with people from all over the world. A magical place. Anyone know anything like that? Haha. That is how the future looks in my mind. So lets see 10, 20 years from now how it actually is. As I said, the future is unwritten.

Back when I had nothing to worry about, nothing to drag me down. Life was just good.